My Past Happiness
Colon x Reader
Strawberry Prince › Oneshot Story
“Looking at your necktie, you must be a new student. What's your name?” he asked.
“Yes, my name is.. (y/n), and you are..?” you bow and thank him.
“My name is Colon, and I am one of the 6th members of Strawberry Prince!” he replied with a smile.
You smiles gently and take your leave. You were thinking about him, about SutoPuri and about your plan of using him.
“Colon huh.. Interesting..” you smirk.
You went to the composed department and make a request to your teacher, you wanted to composed a music for Colon solo debut. At first, your teacher refused your request, it makes you mad and you feels annoyed. He intend to use a music composed by a senior girl, you set up a plan and secretly burn the paper chord and destroy all the copies. You pay some male student to do anything just to get the girl out of the school. You think with getting rid of the girl, you could take advantage of the situation. You just want to achieve your dreams, you want to be the person you always dreamed to be.
“he-hehh.. Finally, I can get whatever I want. Now left is.. Colon-san.. Hm, let's see perhaps I should put this kind of face when meeting him.” you created a fake gentle smile.
Looking sweet and cute, you ties your hair into twin-tail, wearing cute hairpin and use a cute keychain on your bag. Just like how Colon's ideal type of girlfriend. You intend to make him fall for you, and become popular and a very known composer. You were walking on the school hallway while daydreaming, you don't even notice what in front of you and accidentally bumped into someone's back.
“kyaa-” you fall on the floor and pat your butt. “ouch ouch- that's hurt..” you groan.
“arkk! I'm sorry! Are you okay? Is that hurt? Where did you hurt? Any injuries? Oi reply me!” he asked in panic.
“ah.. How am I fine with this.. Seriously-” you look up and widened your eyes then you start putting on a fake smile.
“So you're hurt!? This is bad!” he carry you in a bridal style and run towards the infirmary room, throw you on the bed and quickly find bandage.
“now turn, take your clothes off! Let me put some bandage on you!” he said again.
“ano.. Colon-san? It's just my butt landed on the floor and I have none injuries. No need bandage nor to take off my clothes, you know?” you said, still smiling gently.
“ah! Is that so? I'm sorry I didn't realize you're walking there- ... Wait a sec! You're the one who bump into me!?! Apology!” he said, crossing his arm.
“... Sou..” you smiles gently. “Gomenasai~” you bow your head.
“e-ehh? Why did you just easily to apology!? You can just argue!” he said in nervous tone.
“Lot of work.. I'm lazy.” you just smile and get up. “I'll take my leave for now.” you said and start to walkaway.
“wait!” he grab your hand. “(y/n)-san! Please! Be my girlfriend!” he bow.
“...” you smirk. “Sure..” you reply with a smile.
“you sure!? So now you're mine!” he said in excitement, holding your shoulder.
“Is it fine, to kiss you now?” he asked.
“Ara~ we just became a couple, don't get too eager, Colon-san.” you said, blushing while looking other way.
“(y/n)-san!!!!” he pushes you on the bed. “You're so cute! I think I've fallen too deep for you now!” he said, pinned your hand on the bed, slowly get his face closer to kiss you.
A sound of the infirmary door creaking, startled both of you. He quickly pretended to do an exercise on the floor as you pretended to look out of the window while fans yourself using your hand. Root and Riinu came to find Colon, they confused to see Colon doing an exercise in the infirmary.
“Colon! What are you doing here?” Root asked.
“Are you out of your mind? Doing exercise here?” Riinu asked.
“I'm just.. W-well.. Hm huh..” he let out a small sigh. “I have something important to tell you guys!” he look at both of them with a serious face.
“What is it!?” both Riinu and Root said as the same time.
“... I'll tell you soon! Not now! Nyahahaha!!” Colon laugh and grab both of them to walkaway from the infirmary. He turn to look at you and wink.
“huh.. Such an annoying weirdo. Ah.. If it's not because of that one dream, I wouldn't bother myself to get close to any of them. Such a bother people..” you look out the window, letting out a deep sigh.
Colon seems to be so happy that he finally have a girlfriend, exactly like his ideal type of girlfriend. He even skipping so happily on the hallway, making people to wonder what's makes him that happy. You walk toward the library, to self study alone and to composed a music. You read and do some research, you really focused in achieving your dreams. Colon is walking everywhere around the school and searching for you, someone told him that she saw you in the library. He run straight toward the library and saw you focusing in reading. He slowly walk behind you and surprised you.
“gwaarggh!!” he pats your back to surprised you.
“kyaaa!!” you stunned and look at him with a shocking reaction. You held your chest and pretended as if you can't breath.
“(y/n)!? Hey, baby! Baby! I'm sorry! Are you okay? Baby! Hey!” he shake your shoulder in panic.
You pull his collar, making his face get closer to your face and kisses his lips. You break the kiss and laugh, he blushes and look other way. He was too shocked to get kissed by you, he sit on the chair next to you and stares at you. You continue to read and to take note, Colon caress your hair and smells your it, a sweet scent of lavender. He love it. He keep starring at you and poke your arm, cheeks, he poke your lips. You bite his finger, he groan but then he laugh and hug you tightly. You hug him back, behind him, you don't even smile. You find him as annoying person, but you need to keep the act just to get what you want.
» Few Days Later «
“Colon, lately you seems so happy. Is there something good happen to you that you keep as secret with us?” Satomi asked.
“Yeah, tell us..” Nanamori said.
“Perhaps, he manage to fart in silent in the crowd. Ahahaha.. Haa- Joke.” Jel joking.
“it's just, I'm happy.. Because.. I have a girlfriend.” Colon smile like an idiot.
“NANI!??” everyone shocked.
Colon so excited in introducing you to the SutoPuri's members. He call you to come over, and meet the SutoPuri member at the club. You let out a sigh and decided to do something about your relationship, since you've done composed the music for them. And they also done with all the recording, only wait for the day of their debut. You went toward the club and get inside the club, you didn't even smile and you sit at the couch next to Colon. Colon introduced you, although his mind is worried to see your blank face. You let out a deep sigh and get up.
“Colon, let's break up.” you said.
“NANI!?” everyone shocked.
“W-what are you saying.. (y/n)? If you're joking, it's not funny.” he said.
“Do I looks like I'm joking? You're a bother. I never love or even like you. This whole time, I just faking my smile and pretended to love you.” you said and walkaway.
Colon catches you, he grab your arm tightly making you feels hurt. You groaned and begged him to release, his eyes are teary and he couldn't find any word to say to you. He end up release your arm and let you go, he turn to look away. You just don't care and walkaway from him, you get out of the club and close the door. You stand in front of the door, you heard his cry, you heard his scream. A sudden unusual feeling strike into you, your tears flow down through your cheek. You stay silent for few minutes then wipe your tears away and as usual, you keep that blank face of yours.
» A Week Later «
“where is he? Did you see him? Colon-kun, where is Colon-kun?” you scream at all of SutoPuri's members.
“Why are you searching for him? After you've dumped him.” Root asked.
“No! I have a reason why I did that!” you said but got cut by Nanamori.
“Reason to be a famous and well known composer? Ah we all already know that. Principal told us everything.” Nanamori said.
“It's ... Not like that.. I..” your tears start to fall.
Colon came to the club and found you're crying. He clench his fist of anger, he don't want to see your face ever again. He slam the door, looking at you with a serious face full of hate. The member of SutoPuri walk out of the club, leaving both of you. You walk closer to Colon but he avoid and sit on the couch.
“What do you want? I thought you will never come back to see me or yeah, you can't even if you try. Don't attempt to comfort me, please just let me cry.” he clench his fist looking down sadly.
“Colon-kun, I'm sorry! I didn't mean..” you haven't finish your word but he added more.
“I never ever want to see you, I really want to forget everything about you that I held close to me.” he said.
“Colon-kun, don't you love me? Don't you miss me?” you asked while crying.
“There are many moments when I want to laugh, but memories about you always end up hurting me, and make me cry. You never let me do a thing that I want to do, not even when I want to try. There's also moments in my life when you are missed, and every time I end up breaking down like this. I tried forgetting everything of you but then I will remember all again.” he clench his chest, crying.
“Colon-kun..” you kneeled down in front of him, holding his leg, you beg for his forgiveness.
“It's not an easy thing, to be in love with anyone. I didn't realize it's very hard to do, not until you dumped me after what I've tried my all best for you.” he cries more, looking at you.
“Colon-kun, listen to me. There's reason behind all of this, it's true that I did this all because of being a famous and well known composer but, I really fall in love with you. I hate myself for doing those things to you, but I can't lie to my own feelings, these past few weeks I keep thinking about you. I miss you, I really love you. Please forgive me, Colon-kun. I want to be with you again.. Colon-kun..” you said, hugging his leg tight.
“Did you find it's fun doing this?” he wipe his eyes and look at you with serious face. “Do you think that my feelings is something you can play around?” he said again with anger tone.
“I.. It's not.. It's hurt..” you said.
“Can you please go? I don't want to see your face anymore.” he said, pushing you away.
“Colon-kun no! Please I beg you, give me a chance!” you cry.
“Hey, (y/n)-san, listen.. Not everyone deserve a so-called ‘2nd Chance’. So now, can you please stay away from me?” he show you his last smile.
Colon pushes you away and walk out of the club, he tell you one last word that makes you cries so much. “Goodbye, my past happiness.”. The member of SutoPuri pats his shoulder and cheer him up, and introduce him with a new girl from acting department. A friend of Riinu. You cries so much, regretting for whatever you have done. You believe that this is what they call as Karma, what goes around comes around. You feels like nothing is going to be good for you anymore. You decides to drop out of the school, you even meet Colon for one last time and hug him. You whispered “I still love you, here now and forever.” you show him a true and pure smile then you walkaway while crying.
~Colon's Route End~